October 24th, 1989

October 24th, 1989

At home

I feel like I’m in a nightmare.

I know I still love him.

I feel heartbroken.

I know I must be crazy for even considering talking to him ever again.

I feel like it’s impossible to turn off how I feel about him.

I know that nothing will ever be the same between us.

I feel even sadder than I did back in June.

But the thing I know the most is that I can’t imagine my life without him in it.

Somewhere.

 

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